A Changed Worldview
A deer hunter wakes before the sun rises. The alarm clock reads 4 A.M., and it's pitch dark outside as he rubs his eyes and meanders down the stairs to the coffee pot. He sips a hot cup of Maxwell House as he pores over the plat book and considers his hunt that day. He slips on his long johns and wool socks, puts a couple cheese sandwiches into his pack, and grabs the keys.
The headlights shine out onto the highway as the truck moves up the hill. It pulls into the driveway off the old road and parks. Darkness is over the whole of the woods as the hunter slips out of the truck and slings his rifle over his shoulder. The LED headlamp guides his path as he quietly and calmly sneaks into his deer stand, making sure to avoid any noisy twigs in his path, lest he should alert the forest to his presence.
In the stand now, calming his breathing, he settles in to his seat. He lets out a deep yet quiet exhale, as he has made it into the woods. Serenity settles around him. The sun is lazily rising far off in the distance and has not yet begun to light the forest around him. But all around, life in the woods is carrying on. Squirrels are jumping from tree to tree, birds are rustling about. In the dark, every crunch of a leaf or flap of a wing sounds as if it is a big buck making his way toward the hunter. But yet he sits in darkness, patiently and excitedly waiting for shooting light. Slowly but surely the fog is lifted from the forest. Over the course of the next half hour the hunter can see more and more as the sunlight gradually begins to reveal his surroundings.
For many who become followers of Christ, we go through a similar process. As more and more about the gospel and Christian life is revealed to us, the light shines for us and the fog slowly lifts on our objections and different beliefs. Yes, some conversions are that "bolt of lightning" experience of God, but for most of us, we make the decision of faith over time. Eventually we come to a place where we feel deep conviction to trust Christ and we give our lives to Him and we trust that when we do so, we are receiving the forgiveness of sins that he purchased by his death on the cross. The point is that for many the process of conversion and the bringing about of a changed worldview is a series of decisions.
Tim Keller, in his book Center Church, calls these "mini-decisions." He writes:
"Many people process from unbelief to faith through "mini-decisions." We hold to the classic teaching about the nature of the gospel: to be a Christian is to be united with Christ by faith so that the merits of his saving work become ours and his Spirit enters us and begins to change us into Christ's likeness. You either are a Christian or you are not - you either are united to him by faith or you are not - because being a Christian is, first of all, a "standing" with God. However, we acknowledge that coming to this point of uniting to Christ by faith often works as a process, not only as an event. It can occur through a series of small decisions or thoughts that bring a person closer and closer to the point of saving faith." (Center Church p. 281)
To believe the Gospel means coming to a place of undergoing a complete change of worldview, as I experienced when I turned from atheistic and God-hating person to becoming a follower of Christ. That is a big shift of thinking! Getting to that point is a process for most, and it was for me. I went from someone who worked his hardest to be a good person and seem worthy, to someone who admitted openly that I was a sinner in need of a Savior, and I trusted Christ to be my Savior.
These are a few of my "mini-decisions" and thoughts that led me toward the place where I put my faith Christ. I hope that this list encourages you to move closer to Christ as well.
- The people at the church I attend (Hope Community Church) were just so nice! I remember just thinking, "Wow, the way people treat people here is not normal. These people are so nice, so friendly, and so welcoming." I truly felt accepted and that people were happy to have me there.
- A huge one for me, was that I saw people who "practiced what they preached." The people around me who were Christ followers truly were gentle, kind, loving, and forgiving. They really attempted to love their neighbor as themselves. I thought they'd be Bible-thumping hypocrites who didn't live out their faith, and I was completely wrong.
- I realized that the people at my church were worshipers of God. They truly love God. At first that made me really uncomfortable. I remember when someone would raise a hand in the air during a song, and I was like "that's crazy." But I was struck by the fact that people genuinely worshiped God, it really had me wondering what that was like.
- I remember realizing that I didn't know everything, and that I didn't have to pretend to know everything anymore. I realized it was okay to be wrong.
- I found the Bible was fully and especially capable of explaining the world around me, especially the evil, suffering, and pain in ways that other worldviews just can't do. I started to see the Bible as truth. Slowly but surely the light of Christ was shining on my heart and the fog was lifting from my mind. Today, I've come this point, as C.S. Lewis says, "I believe in Christianity as I believe the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else."
In him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit, who is the guarantee of our inheritance until we acquire possession of it, to the praise of his glory.
(Ephesians 1:13-14 ESV)
That's the good news of the gospel! Jesus has done it, and it is finished. If you put your faith in him, you are free from the punishment of sin deserves, because he bore it on the cross. Because of your faith in Him, you receive the promised Holy Spirit and adoption as a son of God. As one of my favorite theologians likes to say, "That's a heck of a deal." God bless you, and may you draw near to Him through Jesus Christ.
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